A really off day

Last night I went to bed with what I had hoped to do during today... And today when I lay awake in bed still hoped to do those things...But then I got out of bed and started to move and things went south and I had a really off day...

- my foliculitis rash got way worse,- the bumps are more intense and itch more
- my feet hurt Sooo bad I seriously couldnt put any pressure on them- I stayed on my leather chair in my living room all day with the exception to pee and get dinner. I was slow and held my pee as long as i usually do that I actually wet myself cause I couldn't get to bathroom in time- awesome. I cried then laughed.
- my thumbs remained out of place most of day and hands killed I could barely hold anything
- mouth sores nasty
- felt queasy
- had all over nasty body fatigue
- I was extremely tired all day cause I didn't sleep well last night.

As you can imagine it was a hard day. I attribute a lot of today's crap because I didn't have my Lyrica for two days and yesterday I took my methotrexate. It's just makes me sad for myself and that this is my life at times. But then as hard as it is I am blessed and God gives me the strength and reminders I can do it... Like
- calling my sister in law who picked up my perscriptions, lunch and Popsicles for me
-my niece coming over and washing the girls, brushing the girls and playing with them
- looking out my window and seeing a cute lil snowmen my brother & his twins built
- talking with my older sister randomly though out the day and her constant willingness to help me
So... Yes as I lay in bed with Darla contently chewing on a bone while Olive is jumping on top of her I am glad today is over and tomorrow is a new day... Who knows what it shall hold.

Here is a part of lovely rash, darla in sink, and girls chilin with me (I love pictures!)