Hiding under the covers

Today was one of those days where i woke up and wanted to stay hidden under the covers (Like Darla did). You know the feeling when your scared and you think if you hide it will just go away? Well today, I wanted to
Hide.

My joints still are KILLING me and most of them still flarring. With the awful cool, damp and muggy weather I really felt it when i woke. I then couldn't zip or button anything which made Getting ready for work a challenge. I got in the car spilled my coffee and then when I got to work realized I forgot my lunch! Not cool. Yea to Jen, A & E for bringing me a yummy lunch and a visit at work. Teaching was tough on the body but good on mind and soul. The end of the day I had my head on my desk and just could not physically move. For about 5min I thought I really might not be able too. The pain today never let up, not once. So, frustrating. I could barely drive home and cried most of the way bc it hurt so bad to hold the wheel or press the gas. I am also thankful for Sandra who oh so nicely drove me to counseling since I really couldn't and didn't want to cancel nor should I - I'm a bit of a head case these days. Didn't really move from the couch until I wandered upstairs for bed.

So...Here I lay back in bed and finding I still just want to hide under the covers and hope it all just goes away... But... It doesn't.